"Night"mare or "Noon"mare?

Maybe afterall you are not fated to be part of us..it's been months..m0mmy still feels hurt..very hurt..crying will not bring you back..just prayed that we will meet again in the near future..=)

Snip~

Met up wit chyeling today for a haircut at Kimage Northpoint....chopped off my fringe again...trimmed it..did treatment on our oily scalps...lol..b0th of us almost had the same haircut..it felt so much lighter after the haircut..thumbs up to Carol for assisting to our needs..excellent services..=))

Both families met up together to have an early breakfast at People's Park this morning..just a normal meal together..usual practice..keke..陈爸爸 bought a new Rolex for miUmiU which cost a 4-Digit number with straight cash...woooohooo..so rich..hahaha..

caLi bb called me MaMa last night!!..lol..i was moved...cos she always know how babaaapaaapaaa..l0ves her loads..she's always naughty..loves to bully people..>.<

weather is just so weird...been feeling sickly for the past 2 weeks..headache..backaches..arghh..old woman...=((

My Apologies

I've been having mood swings since last week..really very temperamental..easily agitated..would like to apologise to miUmiU,Daddy & M0mmy..I AM TRUELY VERY SORRY.. =( Please forgive me for my "freaking" attitude towards you all...Thanks for bearing... 对不起..

I've really no idea how come this time i could not control my temper..probably due to....haiz...whatever...just give me some time to cool off & think about it...

miUmiU bought me a Wii...it was very fun..haha..i know i'm outdated..keke..BUT..since the first launching..he wanted to buy for me...i rejected cos you know...sure expensive..the price was definitely steep...it was really fun..makes me perspired while playing..keke..i was playing the boxing & caLi bb thought it was for real...therefore she shrieked frantically..wahaha..my p00r baby...i scared her..

just put her to sleep...feeling rather sleepy too..g00d nights..shall "battle" tomorrow.. *winkZ*

*my new toy*

Whirling~Spinning~

tdy is the 14th day for feeling giddy..think my body is going haywire..did not eat for the whole day...not even a sip of water..somehow i managed to bathe caLi bb & fed her with milk...my whole body felt so heavy..handed caLi bb over to m0mmy when she reached home..slept for 4 hours...woke up and dizziness was gone..but head is aching..haiyoh..

m0mmy prepared bird nest for us yesterday..fed caLi bb..was so impressed that she actually finished up..her voice seemed much better..today m0mmy also brewed barley...surprisingly..not a drop was left...wahaha...g00d girl..

caLi bb always have this habit of screaming while she's shooping with us..it's so embarassing..=(..did not take any pictures cos left my hp at home..n0 m00d to take too..probably the world just won't stop spinning..haha...shall take more when i recovered..

nitez nitez...off to my show...=DD

Happie bdae to caLi bb's Daddy~

Today is 18th May 2009

Happy Birthday to you..

Happy Birthday to you..

Happy Birthday to miUmiU/dAddyyy..

Happy Birthday to youuuu....

Yeah...miUmiU's turning a year older today...going to hit the digit THREE..keke..was given a little surprise birthday cake last night by his 岳父&岳母...how sweet...=)..

Every year miUmiU will make a visit to a thai temple located at Lorong Ong Lye for his birthday blessing..it was rainy today..had our breakfast at Kovan market..headed home cos miUmiU needed to send his car for repairing..stupid bumper..miUmiU spent Part I birthday celebration for 4hours at car workshop..lol..

after finishing Part I..miUmiU drove us to JB to meet his parents for a dinner(ie Part II)rofl.....港一 restaurant..if i remembered correctly..had a hearty meal..what matter most is miUmiU enjoying his oyster feast..hahaa..he's so good today..ate only 2..keke..

it was really a simple birthday celebration..hopefully miUmiU l0ves the pouch i bought for him..=D..caLi bb lost her voice again...this girl simply consume very little of water...*sigh*.. have to think of a strategy to "trick" her to drink more...keke~...

Happy 8 Months Old

caLi bb turned 8 months today..how time flies..she's a very attitude baby..loves to scream at her grandparents..used her bumbo seat to lift herself up so that she can stand..yar..STAND..cannot walk and still want to stand..a clap for her..haha..

she's now learning how to open & close her fist..her fist actions were similar to the "Give it to me..or ByeBye"..nowadays..her favourite activities are pinching,screaming & yelling,crying "madly",humming melody and watching her favourite commercial..etc..she always trying to communicate with us using her own baby language..awww..loves it so much..

caLi bb loves french-kissing me..sticks out her tongue whenever i kissed her on her lips..=D..she scratched daddy's face & pinched me so hard till blue-black..Ooouccch..-_-....

went to People's Park this morning for breakfast & shopping at OG..bought her a set of Playskool Busy Balls(Terrific Textures)..she's more interested in balls than her barney..hahaa..probably have my genes..passion for netball..ball also..keke..it was a coincidence too cos m0mmy bought a rubber toy-with-spike which can actually light up when you shake vigorously..caLi bb enjoyed it but the smell to us was unacceptable..cute m0mmy washed it with Tollyjoy's liquid cleanser...t00 bad..the smell is still the same...hahaa..

hmmm..shall stop here..was completely worn out cos caLi bb often cried in the middle(due to nightmare i supposed..)..had to cuddle her and put her back to sleep all the time at night.. tata~

Pizza Hut @ j8

had our dinner at Pizza Hut J8..she was "swallowing" the mushroom soup real fast..got agitated & pissed when feeding her slowly.. she almost cleared up the whole bowl..
some videoclips for today's post...enjoy..=D

Thud~

My bad..missed it again..i'd already left the blanket on the bed to prevent cALi bB fr0m falling...BUT..unfortunately..tragedy still t00k place...she fell & landed with a loud thud on her forehead..=((..

Cried...gr0aned in pain...

i did not know she would fall cos b0th of us were lying on the bed watching SCV programmes..i was just engrossed for 5 secs.....just 5secs...the thing i realised..she's hugging the floor..her f0rehead was bruised..tapped her lightly on her chest in order to soothe and calm her down..

immediately applied "Zam-Buk" on her forehead..redness faded..blue-black was formed after that..sms-ed miUmiU about caLi's fall..he replied in a real funny way.."serve her right...who ask her to be so naughty??.."..what a great daddy-one & only in the world..*giggles*..

ohh yar..lied her down at the mattress this m0rning cos i had to prepare for her bath...crawled carelessly & hit herself on her head..my dear...twice...how i wish i can have a another me to look after her & do other things at the same time...

hmmm..miUmiU finally finished one of his oPs..hopefully he can have ample rest...he's so stress up at work..sleep-talking for a few nights..haha..forgot to ask him for 4Ds..wahaha..>.<

Giddy Dae~

met up with fel my bel0ved cousin f0r a belated birthday treat..we asked along our muMMies including my dad & miUmiU..of cos not forgetting caLi bb..had our dinner at causeway point Ichiban sushi..my favourite japenese restaurant..tHanks Fel!!..
caLi bb is such a glutton..can you imagine a 7months++ old baby could actually finished up a bowl/cup of chawanmushi??..she did..& still asking for more..what the....she has this "i-wana-drool-when-i-see-food face"...lol..she can even imagine herself munching something..!! Ichiban sushi is forever packed during evening..hate the long queue & space constraints...so small...>.<

had been feeling giddy the whole morning..sigh...i've been really really busy with caLi bb...she wakes up super early in the morning..wakes me up with her cries..had to repeat the daily routines..sterilize her milk bottles..refill hot water..bathe her...feed her..cuddle her..play with her..so on and so forth..sometimes i don't even have time for toilet breaks..but can spare a little..just a little time for RC..kekeke....

been having spine-aches for a week..excruciating pain..on & off..so young & so many problems starting to arise..g00dness me..

caLi bb has reached her lalaland...it will be my turn soon.lol...muackz..

Happie Bdae t0 caLi bb's m0mmy

well well well..today is my 23rd birthday..祝我生日快乐..=D

miUmiU wasn't able to celebrate with me therefore "compensate" me with 99 roses & my favourite cake from Bakerzin on the 11th May at 2030hrs...in fact it was a surprise..miUmiU always prefer to buy me stuffs that are realistic and useful..he always feels that roses are not realistic cos they will wither..true wor..But But But..i will definitely keep those withered roses in a bottle..it was a huge bouquet i had ever received..& it's heavy t00..almost dropped tears..it was just not the usual him..i usually hit the bull's eye on so-called surprise preparations he made..i did guessed correctly f0r that cake..definitely NOT the roses..lolx..*hearts*

("v")thank you miUmiU..i really love the roses & cake...love you so much..keke("v")

received well wishes from friends and i want to thank all of you..really appreciate that =D..

met up with my bestie Jojo at Yishun MRT..br0ught caLi bb along too..it was my first attempt...g0sh..it was so tiring..weather's kinda of weird though..we headed to Sakae beside PS for our brunch..ate & chit-chatted for almost 2 hours..walked our way to Orchard..it was so h0t & sunny...almost melted..keke..caLi bb was enjoying her day by yelling and smiling with strangers..i was s0urcing a waist pouch f0r miUmiU c0s he always have problem zipping up his JPg pouch..f0und it..b0ught it & off to the fountain at taka f0r an0ther hour of chatting..b0th of us chatted like there's no tomorrow..What the..haha...simply enjoyed every moment spent with J0j0..>.<

this is the also the first time caLi bb spent my birthday with me..in fact that's the bestest & sweetest present ever(besides miUmiU's)...

today also marked the first anniversary of the SiChuan earthquake..It was heart-wrenching & devastating to reminisce..hmmm..just hope that our world would be free from disaster..*fingers-crossed*

pheww

don't know what's wrong with caLi bb..kept crying & screaming just now...she's so used to being carried..haiz..i'm very busy helping m0mmy to do housework..need to wash clothes...vacuum the floor..had to put down everything just to carry her..finally put her to sleep..shall wait for her to wake up & bathe her...had prepared stewed japanese organic pumpkin porridge for her..her favourite..lol.. will continue to blog later when i am free..=D

Happie Mummies Dae 2009

I would like to wish every MTB, Mummies & Grannies a Happie Mummies' Dae!!! This is officially the first year I become a "real" m0mmy...keke..Had a little celebration with my in-laws & my family at Yan Palace restaurant this morning for Dim Sum..hearts the egg tarts..yumyum =d...it was a rainy sunday m0rning..we reached Yan Palace at 0945hrs & saw a long queue..luckily miUmiU made a reservation e day before..everyone dashed in as if there were free gifts once they started business exactly at 1000hrs..so uncool right?..lol..after the bill, the waitress gave ONLY ONE red carnation..miUmiU asked for another 2 more but the waitress stated that only ONE will be given for per table.. -_-"..nvm..b0th m0mmies asked me to keep the carnation..lol..headed back home cos miUmiU needed to work at 1300hrs..b0ring..b000..but what to do right??..just a few hours...HOPEFULLY...

Just a penny of thoughts..It isn't easy being a m0ther..in fact a g00d one..to me..everyday is a growing and learning stage.Remembered m0mmy had to l00k after boi & me all by herself..I am really lucky and grateful to have my parents lending a helping hand..if not i guess i cannot handle on my own..Thanks Mi & Pa!!!..=D..of cos now i can cope with it without any help too..=D..well...shall stop here..need to have a short nap now(my daily routine)..keke..muackz..

*enj0y your m0thers' day celebration*

Photoshoot at TSL

*The Magazine Cover*

As usual..it was Davilia m0mmy who msn-ed me last friday about the Mothers' Day photoshoot at The Studio Loft..I was indecisive then cause miUmiU's unable to join us..After much persuasion, I decided to go with it..called Maryann but she did not answered & thankfully she was Davilia's friend..Davilia msn-ed her to "squeeze" us in on Monday's m0rning slot..Maryann replied & confirmed my timing..*grins*..it was a wet m0rning..did not bring along the stroller cos it's rather huge & very inconvenient to push around(as some places are very narrow)..caLi bb did not really smile on every pictures taken..It was not her usual self...cos she's always very bubbly in front of camera..probably she woke up too early that day...TSL organized a small contest whereby the photographer took our pictures and edited them into a magazine cover & will be voted on TSL's blog(i guessed or maybe Maryann's blog)..read from the forum that the Mothers' Day package was overwhelming..Indeed..i felt that it was quite cheap..The package is $50 for 4 photos(edited)..additional photos will cost $10 each..i took all the photos at $250 with 85 photos taken...cheap right??..lol..i remembered my own personal portfolio cost almost 1K...only 20 photos BUT all edited....i think i cannot compare cos what i received from TSL was softcopy whereas The MakeoverInc. developed my photos into an album & A4 size for me to hang on the wall..Anyway back on track again...the 3 of us took together too..but for the contest..Maryann chose only caLi & me for the magazine cover...I thought she would choose the 3 of us for the cover..=/

*randomnly*

7th Months Old

Cali bb is 7th months old now...

Her progress so far:-

• she loves to play with her saliva..
• blabbering non stop(e.g. "ahhh","paa",",maa", "baaa","awww" etc.)...
• gnawing things..
• loves to fake cries/cough..
• crying with her high pitch voice..
• screaming for no reasons..
• prepared & introduced fish porridge..
• able to move around the house with her walker to find us..
• stares at adults/strangers without blinking her eyes..
• struggled while taking medicine or removing of mucus in her nostrils..
• cries for awhile if either m0mmy or me going out without her..
• able to lift herself up(provided she found something to support her) & sit on her own..
• will smile in front of the camera(sometimes need to coax her)..
• loves to use her hands to sayang us..
• will get angry if she's being ignored..
• loves to see us eat & wants to try too..
• l0ves to lie on my lap..
• really LOVES to force us to carry her..
• loves to bully her grandparents..
• very curious about almost everything..
• enjoys watching channel [v] with me..
• able to crawl over a short distance..
• able to stick out her tongue...
• knows how to mimic what we do(some only)..
• played by herself & banged her face on the matteress..
• danced/shake when music is on..
• loves to look in the mirror & smile happily..
• able to pick up her pacifier & put in to her mouth..
• kissed her on her lips & she will stick out her tongue & licked my lips..
  

caLi bb fell ill last week cause her precious daddy passed the germs to her...she had a fever, sore throat, cough & blocked nose...took her on tuesday m0rning to see doctor at the Silver Cross..it was such a long queue..she wasn't able to sleep soundly the night before..fell asleep while waiting for her queue..After consultation, Dr. Daniel diagnosed that it was a throat infection & also might be she's teething(which cause the fever)..oh yar..Dr. Daniel measured her weight & praised m0mmy as she certainly knows how to take g00d care & feed her well & healthily(thanks m0mmy c0s you are definitely the best m0mmy ever!!)..As caLi bb was b0rned pre-term...she's weighed exactly 8KG..Dr. Daniel said that usually if you want to know the estimated weight of your child when he/she turns 1 yrs old, e calculation is three times the weight at birth.(E.g. Cali's weight at birth was 2.3kg so when she turns 1 it shall be roughly around 7.9Kg)..He was amazed cali bb's growing well despite being borned pre-term....Fed her with the medicine & i thought she might recover after a few dosage..BUT i was wrong!!...her fever subsided initially & came back again in the evening...On & Off...*sigh*..therefore..continue to feed her with the medicine & monitor her throughout..the fever only subsided after 2 days...phewww...really thanks to miUmiU...lol..shall update daily when i am free...=DD..

Some pictures of CAlista..

*doesn't looks like she's sick*lol..

*caLista enjoying herself*

*us at suntec*

6th Months Old

hmmm..though my entry were quite late but i will try my best to recall everything i could during cALi bb's turning 6 months old..as i mentioned earlier...caLi bb detests being lie down on her bed..she's very active too..she will always cry out for me & m0mmy...keke..i love tt feeling..i tried putting her to sit on her own..initially she l00ked like humpty dumpty...after a few attempts, she did it..without any support...=D..she still unable to crawl yet able to "spin" by herself on the floor..l0ves to put almost everything in her mouth to gnaw..be it plastic bags..remote controls...as long as the things are within her vicinity..she will try her best to grab & of course..put into her mouth..lolx..this is the crucial month for her cause it's the best time to introduce her solid food..also known as WEANING..brought the Heinz Pumpkin Corn Puree from Kiddy Palace to let her try the taste..to my surprise..she loves it..finished every single scoop..b0ught other flavours but she rejected all..haha..m0mmy helped me to prepare pumpkin porridge for her..of course not daily..if not she will feel very bored..m0mmy also prepared dried scallop porridge for her...she always tried to v0mit when being fed..lol..i felt that there's a strong smell in dried scallop & that would probably be the reason why she sort of rejected it...She's able to recognize familiar faces..will cried out loud if m0mmy or me not by her side or went out without her...awww..m0mmy always bring her out to the playground on her tricycle..daddy was really very creative 'cause he actually made a safety belt for caLi bb!!!...how ingenious my daddy is..hehe..cant really left her alone ever since that incident..fell off my bed..as she really can flipped & flipped over & over...it's really dangerous to leave her unattended...oh yar..she began to blabber "paaaaa" (aka as fish in thai)...."ah maaaaa"(definitely not referring to me..is my m0mmy!!)...she was not teething like other babies did now...soooo...was it a g00d sign or bad??...she l0ves being called "xuan" instead of Calista..she will always responded when being called "xuan"..she also loves to hear me sing lullaby to her...especially ABCs & Barney's I Love You..will giggled happily...she enjoyed watching Channel [V]'s 我愛黑澀會 with me..guess she loves the song sung by the "Hey Girls".will sit upright & quietly watching the show..h0w sweet isn't it??..kekeke..whenever she feels full after milk..she will pushed her bottle away from her mouth...look at how naughty she has become..lol....br0ught cALi bb to Genting & KL on the 10th of April...it was her first time in overseas..did took some pictures..however she lost her voice when we came back to singapore..must be due to the sudden change of weather at M'sia..It was almost raining every evening & lasted for hours..p00r caLi bb..probably could not adapt to the sudden change of weather..Her pinching can cause you to jump up..it was really painful..have no idea why she always does that..s0bz....i guessed that's all for what i can really recap for now...recently i have STM(short-term memory)...really cannot remembered what i did days ag0 & even hours ag0...that's really bad...hahaha...=X

*her first weaning*

*cALi bb watching Tv programmes & riding in her Pinkish tricycle*

*caLi bb in her sitting & standing position*

*at Genting & KL*

5th Months Old

Tried to lie caLista on e fl00r to see whether if she's able to crawl..haha...was kind of worried that she might bang her head hard on the fl00r..but luckily..NOPE...phewww..she did not crawl but "spin"...haha...she turned 360 deg..she's learning how to shout..lol..taught her ABCs,123s & Naming your Body using flash cards since she was 2 m0nths oLD..she seemed enjoyed while learning..daDdy b0ught bB a new walker as e old 1 is spoilt.. she really l0ves it al0t..cos it has music & buttons to play with..she's now able to m0ve f0rward & s0metimes t0wards us...I've been very busy l00king after her as now she flips over & over...cannot leave her unattended!!...br0ught her back to wdls every weekends but she doesnt seems to like cos she will screamed & cried non-stop til my PIL surrendered bB to me..haha...MIL said bB's able to recognise people...had to assure them that it's not true if not it will break their hearts as they only see her thrice a week..
For e past few weeks e weather was really bad..it rained almost daily..had to let caLista wear m0re if n0t she wil catch a c0ld...It's really a ch0re l00king after her c0s s0metimes u will not know what she wants & cries frantically..n0wadays she sleeps lesser & LATE...she will get very frustrated when she did not find a suitable sleeping position..JUSt like mIUmiU...she p00-ed daily...is g00d rite??...hehe...caLista is very afraid of the DARK......needed s0me lighting so that she's able to sleep s0undly throughout the night without waking up for milk...she's an early bird...wakes up exactly at 0755hrs daily!!!...she will cry t0 wake every1 up... p00r us...hehehe...
br0ught her to bugis f0r phot0(stickErs)...had enjoyed unpleasantly cos caLista pulled my hair..puked her milk...cried angrily & pulled her caP off..she just cannot keep still...h0ly...but afterall e pics taken....g00d...scaNNed it on c0m but wasn't clear...
pEEps enjoy...~

4th Month Old

Calista's first chinese new year..B0ught her a dress @ kiDDy paLace..fiTTEd her well..another m0nth or so i guess she will be unable to wear it..well...as usual..she likes to lift herself up..cried bitterly when everyone ignored her...oh ya..she fell ill on e 1st day of cny...it's my fault..AGAIN...i'd a very bad c0ugh..th0ugh I did not carry her BUT i stil passed the virus to her..BAD mummy...was afraid if i send her to KKH, they would admit her..hence i searched online to see if there's any paediatrician available on e !st day of cny..gladly found 1 near my house...ch0ng panG-24hr. clinic..gave them a call and immediately rushed down..doc diagnosed bB & said it was just a mild infection and prescribed a bottle of medicine for bB's phlegm..guess how much it cost?...iT was $68!!!!!...yUpz..jus a bottle of syrup!!!! e c0nsultation fee was $60....but anyway it did not matter cos as long as bB's fine..i will feel safe & contented..

davilia muMMy msn-ed me & told me about the V day shots taken at TSL...br0ught her d0wn again...this time round..she did enjoyed herself..smiled alot during the photoshoots..*happy*...this was the bestest valentine's day gift i've ever had..
Introduced her to a walker given by xinrong's mummY...her feet weren't unable to touch the floor cos it's quite high for her...but she s0mehow managed to m0ve backwards...g00d start..

3rd Months Old

caLista is able to flip herself over & is trying to communicate with us using her baby language...she feels excited when seeing the colour RED...br0ught her to the studi0 l0ft at pag0da st. f0r a cnY ph0t0sh00t..it was her virGin masterpiece..hehe...really enjoyed seeing her taking the pS..she shrieked frantically when we left her on the small sofa...the reaction was stunned yet sweet...hEr visions are better than last time...was able to see her visualizing our m0vements...her sleeping pattern changes..h00ray...that's a g00d news for us...she wakes up 1 time in e middle of the night which is about 1am in the m0rning...& slept s0undly throughout the night after her milk..and ya...her hair is gr0wing slightly more...keke..

2nd Months Old

caLista is getting chuBBier & healthier each day...of cos..naughthier too...cries n0n st0p & loves people to cuddle her..very active all the time...she doesnt like to open her eyes while out in a sunny day...m0m said she need to learn to open her eyes if n0t it's n0t g00d for her eyes..m0m loves t0 bring her out to e market s0 that she's able to see al0t rather then staying at h0me l00king at the f0ur walls..h0wever...she always sleeps while we br0ught her t0 the market...waste 0ur eff0rts...lolx...0ccasionally will read st0ries t0 her...but was w0ndering if she does understands what i m trying to read to her..haha...she l0ves t0 hold e milk b0ttle while feeding her...(p.s. she did that when she was newb0rn!!)..amazing right!!!...i don't remember my bro doin that when he was a newb0rn....wahaha....she still loves to stretch & this time...with a r0botic s0und she made...l0ves to see her d0 that...will definitely know she's awake when she signalled us with her anklet...lol...

Full Month oLd

I did not take any pics of caLista's full m0nth..held two celebrations at Woodlands & Yishun..It was simply very tiring..It's obvious that bB's face is becoming rounder..sHe's able to follow the voices but visions were not clear at that moment..my parents br0ught her to hair salon for a shave..lol..she l00ked s0 ad0rable & definitely a l00k aLike y0ung bB...boY..lor..duH(c0s many MANY ppl c0mmented)...haha..shE dislikes water...my dad usually will lie her dwn in fr0nt of e TV & she will l00k ar0und figuring out where the s0und came fr0m..she l0ves t0 nap ar0und 7plus & wakes up exactly at 2200hrs...!! whiCh meant that we're n0t able to sleep at time...m0m will sleep first while I will be taking over to l00k after bB...it's very very tiring...s0metimes she will grin...l0ves to see her dimples...*hearts*..i dunno why i love to hear her whinned...lol..she c0ntinued to drink e f0rmula...juS a day before she turned 2m0nths 0ld...she fell ill due to meEee...yes..me..i passed the germs to her...she developed fever & phglems....I was worried sick cos she wasnt able to sleep at night...she cried all night...decided to bring her to KKH for checkup..th0ught they will prescribed medicine but n0pe cos she's too y0ung to take medicine...e paediatrician was afraid the bacteria might affect her breathing so had to admit her...Tears filled my eyes sockets...My heart br0ke...Running wild thoughts on my mind...was so afraid they might use needle to prick through my bB's fragile hand...scAred s0mething might haPPened t0 caLista...kept bLamin myself f0r causing her illness...d0c diagnosed bB & gave her dr0ps f0r e phglem..iF she's rec0vering weLL fr0m e drops..she will be able to discharge the following day..*fingers cr0ssed*...miUmiU & i stayEd beside cAlista...he slpt throughout the night while I stayed awake ensuring bB's fine...iT's kinda tiring buT as her m0ther(who caused her to fall sick) this was the least I could do...bB had take bl00d tests t0 ensure that e germs were already lost in the battle...iT did & bB's g0ing h0me!!!....thIs is a big lesson f0r me to learn..stAy away from bB if aduLts are sick..c0s medicines are t00 strong for babies' b0dy...

Newb0rn

baby caLista wasnt able to be discharged on the same day as me c0s Dr. Natalie felt that her neck was rather weak & was afraid in future if she did not undergo physiotherapy, problems will arise..i dreaded the feeling of staying at hospital so I was discharged on the 180908 during evening..pushed caLi bb back to the nursery..though her visuals were not clear but i could feel that she was l00king at us while we stood at the window looking at her...i felt sad & bad to leave her behind..Dr. Natalie promised me that CaLi bb will not be discharged on the next day(190908) unless everything seemed fine..i was praying hard that she will come back to me the next day...Finally..she came home..g0sh..she l00ked so frail & small..It really broke my heart..but i am very lucky to haf my m0m to l00k after her & managed everything all by herself & daDDy..also not forgetting a little help from miUmiU(he took a long leave to accompany me)..a really big thank you to the 3 of my bel0ved..She woke up almost 5 to 7 times at night to drink milk..was not able to breastfeed her due to heavy intake of gingers cos caLi bb might get jaundice if she was fed with breastmilk..It was really my bad & i still regretted up till now...e three of my bel0ved were completely exhausted while taking care of her during the night time..

=((...did not really took much pictures of her either...

Pregnancy til Birth

This blog is specially dedicated to my beloved daughter. I'd like to share the experiences I encountered during the day I was pregnant. Of course I will break down the months if not readers will doze off in no time..=)) It was rather humourous coz I did n0t know I was pregnant when I was w0rking at H81..I felt very sleepy when I was working night shift and I remembered the day vividly-it was 1sT daE cnY'08..was been tasked to pack milo & coffee into packets as there weren't any guests around..It was about 2am & i was feeling super duper sleepy..I actually doze off while packing..I felt strange cos I slept for more than 5 hrs during the day!!..2 days later I began to felt nauseous & giddy...b0ught a few pregnancy kit but it turned out negative...However the feeling gets stronger as each day passed by & soon it affected my work..I wasn't able to concentrate well during work so that day took an off..mUm bought me to see doc & was tested positive!!!..I was speechless & also sad cos I wasnt able to share this g00d news with my deceased grandma(as i believed she wished to see her great grand child)....anywAy back on track again...no doubt everyone in my family was elated & excited....weLL...e maiN topiCs..keke..
Here it goes......

FIRST TRIMESTER
Loss of appetite but ate alot of unripe mangoes
Sleepy most of the times
Frequent mood swings
Giddiness
Nauseous
Minor Bleeding

SECOND TRIMESTER
Crave for food but ate a little
Tummy was obvious at abt 6th month
Able to feel bB's m0vement regularly
Backaches & pelvic acheness
Weight gained
Detest e smell of market
Giddiness
Occasionally breathless
bB's head m0ving dwnwards

THIRD TRIMESTER
Admitted to hospital due to contractions(stayed for 5days at Delivery Suite on 080808)
oligohydramnios
Weekly visits to KKH
Serious backaches
Frequent contractions
Blood tests

LABOR
It was a normal routine checkup & I told Dr. SF Loh that i could feel that my baby is trying to force her way out. Dr. Loh said that bB did not seem to be growing heavier inside my tummy so he advised me to be admitted on that day..It was about 1400hrs when I was admitted..The nurses & trainee gynaes were checking e opening of my cervix & was amazed that it was 4cm opened!!!..Initially they wanted to induce me..but luckily..hahaha...Was given some kind of medicine to clear my bowels...miUmiU went home to prepare my stuffs & I took a half hour nap..mY nap was disturbed as one of e doc is trying to prick my amniotic fluid..She did and e fluid just gushed out & it felt warm...There was this machine which placed on my tummy then was inserted into my V to check my bB's heartbeat..*pained*...Joyce the senior nurse asked if I wanted to have epidural taken to ease my pain..but i insisted n0t to as I promised my parents(was afraid of e side effects)..c0ntracti0ns seemed to get str0nger every 15 miNs..i couldnt bear any longer so miUmiU asked j0yce to let me breathed using e 0xygen...i diD but it DID NOT ease my pain...It was excruciating!!!.. at ab0ut 1730hrs..i decided t0 take e jaB...it did eased my pain....my k0reaN draMa was starting at 1800hrs..enjoyed the show for about 15mIns..miUmiU kepT pestering nuRse joyCe as whEn will my cervix be fully opened...nurse joyCe inserted her finger & said.."g0sh..you're 10cm opened!!!s00oo fast!!!..."she began to teach me e methods as how to push bB out & Dr. Loh was on his way..this pushing n breathing lasted for ab0ut 20 mins!!..nuRse joyCe said she saw bB's head.!..miUmiU saw that too & asked me to push harder...Dr. Loh arrived and in few mins..bB ger is oUt....pheWwww...what a relieve....n0 m0re pain...did not dare to look at what Dr. Loh was doing..suddenly..nurse j0yce passed me my bB to me & i shrieked.."arghhh..i dunno how to carry??.."lol.and I was trying(in fact learning how) to calm my bB as she was crying softy....gently....Dr. Lof was trying to remove the remaing placenta & stitched my w0unds up..& guessed what...i called my mum & told her I just delivered...She was so happy & cried & asked..thought my due time is 2200hrs??..haha..hahaha..that time I thought " Is this my bB??..".....whEn i saw her..she was trying to open her eyes..but managed to opened one as the other was rather sticky due to e amniotic fluid.shE was so0oo smaLL...nuRse joyce t00k bB's measurement but told me that it was late so they couldnt bath my bB...eeeEww..bB must had felt sticky...she quickly wrapped up bB & left her at erm...dunno wat is called...cot or something else..lolz...miUmiU was s0 happily video-ing bB...b0th Dr. Loh & nurSe j0yce c0ngratulated uS...

*took a video before i was in labor*keke~BUT shall upload when i m able to find my adapter..=Ppp